So how from here we go on into creating a wonderful day?
Option #2 Stay here, go out in a balcony, drink a cup of coffee and feel miserable + take the bus to the center and be afraid that control might catch me, without a ticket. Complain all day long how much my (wonderful ) body is sunburn, and not want to go to work.
Option #1 Take a bike and cycle the shit out of it in this rain. Do the same on the way home.
Have a great interview, get a job and, continue doing awesome stuff like stuffing
Difference is that the number 2 was me, for a while ago, when i was a little bit afraid of everything like a boy at the moment when he has tried to masturbate for the first time, and he thinks he's parents has caught him, and will have a serious talk to him about it.
But i have understood why am i not that great with talking to people in social spaces.
It's just because i haven't done it. Ooooorh, Jesus Christ and the Lord from the heaven... yes, yes. all my teenage years i've have gotten to talk to people at the party only after some amounts of alcohol going into my body. And when i have to start out talking just by sitting down with a glass of wine it just brings a concrete curtain in front of the brain and i become speechless.. So the way to fix is to practice, practice, practice.
Ok, enough of this emotional crap for one day.
Cheers.
Nav komentāru:
Ierakstīt komentāru