multitasking it is

So, now, when i am listening to Artic Monkeys, writing on skype to two people (yes i am writing and they are not replaying, forever alone.. ) + trying to make my portfolio, drinking water once a while and going to pee quite often, cause i´ve drinked quite a lot..

And this is kind of an experiment of multi-tasking, cause the music is quite disturbing to focus on the text and i think i will need to visit toilet soon again.

This is like a live tv-episode for me, when i am doing some particular thing and then describing it to all the world  so everybody would know this very important message i am telling, cause my words are wise as hell and have guided countless numbers off people in the way to fulfill their lives with joy and happiness :)

I guess i should just stop what i am doing now and create another youtube channel just to post my wise words out there for even more people, and start earning some money per each view and all the suckers will take a moment out of their lives to listen to me, and after everybody in the world will have had watched them (will send ipads and good internet connection to africa, 97% of russia and all the other old school places), undefeatable army of peace makers will overcome the naughty planet earth like a mosquito cloud in one of Bible´s pages.
And every little thing then is going to be all right. :)

Enough here.



p.s. i still can´t see what the fuck i am writing in the title section.
p.s.s. Oh, and i might should, not have called my lovely soon-to-be fans as suckers, cause that´s bad advertising as i heard in school, were i heard a lot of smart things i will use in my life, cause as a very wise man Laimonis Ulmanis once said:  "Macies dzivei nevis skolai ! ".  (Learn for life not for school)

can´t see shit

I have no idea, if i wrote something on the title or not, cause after several attempts to fix this blog, or trying to make it more beautiful that it was i greatly fucked something up.
But you know what they say "You fall, you get up, you fall again, then take off moms high-heels and continue your way" /Said by someone to cool for you to know his name/
Bla, bla, bla, bla.. i just had to get rid of some bullshit info from my head because i wanted to write about the homeless, racist pelicans, who has a strong belief that "every little thing is going to be all right."
creative - randomness - professor. CRP. From this day on, that´s how you shall call me. Mr CRP.

But finally i get down to the story i wanted you all to know about.
Cause i am a such a nice person, who believes that sharing is caring.

It happened yesterday. Me and my friend were walking through the wonderful streets of Århus when we meet this guy. (we knew him, but i will just not mention his name or gender, so that you would not now who he really was)
After exchanging with a few "hi" , "how are you" , "i´m doing ok, but i will not tell you why not very good" sentences, i said that i really need to get back to my "real life" and start doing something after spending all weekend drinking and smoking cigarettes. And what he said was just something i will never forget.
 "But you do not need to do stuff all the time, why do people want to do something, it´s very nice, just to be, just to exist" This man said with a wide smile ... My mind just really stop working for a second to reload just received information.
This guy was a very hippy-ish and everything he did was meditation, but still.. How, why, what?? I have always forced myself to do stuff, to develop, grow, get inspired and then put that all these bits and pieces in some kind of element, that would reflect my gathered knowledge and skill set, just to always prove that i can do more, and more if i do stuff. Make a world a better place by DOing. And i´ve heard him saying, that he does not gets, why there is so much hate in the world. One of the things might be that there are some guys like him, who doesn´t do shit to change the world in any direction.

 I´ve always tried to be tolerant and listen to others opinions no matter their nationality, status in society or looks, but this was a bit something too much for me to understand. Why would anyone would just like to exist? Easier? I guess so. "There is no bad music, but bad performance" This guys life seems to be performed bad in my eyes.

bet necenties, nepulies ta..

..jo tev nesanaks, sa vai ta :)

a bit of Latvian for the start here.

Actually now i am writing here not because i want to, but because i have not written a single line for a few weeks, and "the pressure pushing down on me" /Queen/ that i have to write something otherwise a terrible thing might happen.

a,b,c,d,e,f,g you smell bit of your own pee.

every Christmas i have realized something super wise, that guides me in a certain direction in my life. But i guess that now, even not waiting 8 more months i have understand that this is just not working out.
Having blurry visions and 51520 things up in the air that i want to pull down at the same time + NOT putting all the effort towards achieving the wanted big goal - making nice videos. Only looking at others work, and doing some other crap that leads only in dead-end, like writing this blog.

i actually did not meant that about my blog, cause it just a piece of awesomeness .

a bit of me putting out / confessing my complains, but it my blog so i can write what the f*ck i want :)
and i feel a bit better as well now, cause when i tell this to people, either they say, that i should not be that serious (and basically stay an average person) or says that i will do great, but i am not doing anything great yet, so that makes not that much sense. and this wonderful blog stay quite and approves all the crap i write here as it is.

could sound that i am hiding from "real world" or others critics, but i just know what is the best for myself :)

oh, oh and i can´t put any funny pictures of myself cause i lost my camera.

Laters.