can´t see shit

I have no idea, if i wrote something on the title or not, cause after several attempts to fix this blog, or trying to make it more beautiful that it was i greatly fucked something up.
But you know what they say "You fall, you get up, you fall again, then take off moms high-heels and continue your way" /Said by someone to cool for you to know his name/
Bla, bla, bla, bla.. i just had to get rid of some bullshit info from my head because i wanted to write about the homeless, racist pelicans, who has a strong belief that "every little thing is going to be all right."
creative - randomness - professor. CRP. From this day on, that´s how you shall call me. Mr CRP.

But finally i get down to the story i wanted you all to know about.
Cause i am a such a nice person, who believes that sharing is caring.

It happened yesterday. Me and my friend were walking through the wonderful streets of Århus when we meet this guy. (we knew him, but i will just not mention his name or gender, so that you would not now who he really was)
After exchanging with a few "hi" , "how are you" , "i´m doing ok, but i will not tell you why not very good" sentences, i said that i really need to get back to my "real life" and start doing something after spending all weekend drinking and smoking cigarettes. And what he said was just something i will never forget.
 "But you do not need to do stuff all the time, why do people want to do something, it´s very nice, just to be, just to exist" This man said with a wide smile ... My mind just really stop working for a second to reload just received information.
This guy was a very hippy-ish and everything he did was meditation, but still.. How, why, what?? I have always forced myself to do stuff, to develop, grow, get inspired and then put that all these bits and pieces in some kind of element, that would reflect my gathered knowledge and skill set, just to always prove that i can do more, and more if i do stuff. Make a world a better place by DOing. And i´ve heard him saying, that he does not gets, why there is so much hate in the world. One of the things might be that there are some guys like him, who doesn´t do shit to change the world in any direction.

 I´ve always tried to be tolerant and listen to others opinions no matter their nationality, status in society or looks, but this was a bit something too much for me to understand. Why would anyone would just like to exist? Easier? I guess so. "There is no bad music, but bad performance" This guys life seems to be performed bad in my eyes.