bet necenties, nepulies ta..

..jo tev nesanaks, sa vai ta :)

a bit of Latvian for the start here.

Actually now i am writing here not because i want to, but because i have not written a single line for a few weeks, and "the pressure pushing down on me" /Queen/ that i have to write something otherwise a terrible thing might happen.

a,b,c,d,e,f,g you smell bit of your own pee.

every Christmas i have realized something super wise, that guides me in a certain direction in my life. But i guess that now, even not waiting 8 more months i have understand that this is just not working out.
Having blurry visions and 51520 things up in the air that i want to pull down at the same time + NOT putting all the effort towards achieving the wanted big goal - making nice videos. Only looking at others work, and doing some other crap that leads only in dead-end, like writing this blog.

i actually did not meant that about my blog, cause it just a piece of awesomeness .

a bit of me putting out / confessing my complains, but it my blog so i can write what the f*ck i want :)
and i feel a bit better as well now, cause when i tell this to people, either they say, that i should not be that serious (and basically stay an average person) or says that i will do great, but i am not doing anything great yet, so that makes not that much sense. and this wonderful blog stay quite and approves all the crap i write here as it is.

could sound that i am hiding from "real world" or others critics, but i just know what is the best for myself :)

oh, oh and i can´t put any funny pictures of myself cause i lost my camera.

Laters.

Lime/Lame/Lama/

I couldn´t come up with any more words that would look,sounds similar..
and fucking facebook. i pressed the tag "creat a new post" an hour ago and still have written only these first two lines.
and i can not close it cause important people have to receive, and replay important messages.

i´m kind a nice guy, cause i like to please/help most of the people, but there are quite a few moments also when i like to be an asshole or just talk bad.

well this is a picture of today where, i was walking to the bus station and it was raining quite a bit.
on my way i saw this group of attractive girls standing in the rain, in front of the government house and protesting (or more like saying their opiion) against the war in Afganistan.

so i just had to take a picture with them, cause it look like quite a fail.
i think that i was the first person who actually stopped to take a look (also pictures) at them for a while.

in the first picture ther´s a girl looking at me, with a bit confused, not that happy face (probably no one would be that happy to stand in a rain with a flag pole in the hand for several hours), and in the second picture she saw me taking a picture and raised her sign up in the air and smiled.

nothing against what are they doing, definitely nothing against those pretty ladies themselves,
just a bit funny, how not good was their tries to call for people´s attentions.

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as i was introduced to this word -Karma- few years ago i bet it would hit me, with not a successful event (i´m planing to make one), cause i just said this thing about this protest.
same as i gave back an iphone i found on a street and found my stolen bike few month later..
in that case, fuck you karma.

Enough of me now.

Or at least finish you dish.

or just at least a thought, work or anything you started.
at least for me that´s quite a problem, that i have started to do so many things and nearly never i´ve finished the shit up.
also now, i wanted to start to have my artist, designer carrier but it´s just not me.

and by not being able to decide what do i really want to do i´ve wasted more time then money in cigarette´s during the last half a year.

I have tried to do everything cause it looked cool or it looked cool. and often it looked very cool.

I know that i am supposed to make videos, a lot and very cool ones, and i will get back to that very soon. Only i need to learn how to make a fucking ( sufficient for me ) website and then i´m off.





...and it´s also not cool to through food out, so finish you dish.


a bit too serious but can´t be crazy ass funny all the time, how to get out my inner gay-side once a while :)

eat your fish.

.. or maybe if your not that much into eating fish on a lovely sunday morning - you can just look at these beautiful ones.
I was told to do that, so now you have to do it as well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLYLIenbYLc

how, high can you go?

Another post from "This thing happened in the bus" series.
Or actually i was sitting in a bus and i noticed a dude, on bike driving by a bus driver and showing his middle finger to a bus driver. Something a bit funny at least happened during this not so funny evening + i don´t i´ve ever seen someone being able to put his finger so far up in the nose that another bus driver.. waiting for the light to turn green, he was having he´s moment of the life and i think he was able to scratch his brain at that moment.. fuck :D


Enough with this exciting stories, cause i got my bike freeee, freedom, my bike is free, i can finally jump on it like on a wild horse in wild west and it will take me wherever my orders will guide it. After 4 months of waiting for it´s awesome owner it´s ready to be used once again.. And it needs to get ready one more day, cause the weather is too fucked up to go out.
and no i´m not afraid of the weather, i´m just a great owner of my ride.

three stories good stories?
mmh, no.

map of a mind - keeps you blind

i don´t even know how the fuck i just came up with that, but it sounds awesome. Even better than your name.

Yes, yes gangster is back in the building for one line, and then i´ll write about how insecure my inner self is..
No fuck now, i don´t have my inner myself, so though i am. (i will write it down later in my personal diary that´s under my bed.. good thing no one ever reads the things written in brackets, cause it´s always, most of the time a crap information anyway).

A discovery ! With a whole role of duct tape you can not, and i repeat, can not stick a projector screen on the wall. Or definitely not with the "Tigers" duct (crap) tape for sure.

Here you can have a look to a picture that i took with my HD calculator.

until you figure out how i can stick that thing back on the wall + something cool about yourself, i see you then!

let me take ya picture

but yesterday after a small chat with two other people i realised or we came to a conclusion that i am a lucky person.
who would have ever thought about that. me the one who is complaining more than i should, even though i always (or after watching the movie)wanted to have a life story like Will Smith in Pursuit of Happiness.
weird.

but i discovered another talent or just a great thing i can do. I can tell difference between Asian look people. (!!) Image that. It´s equally difficult with dark-skinned people. All of them look the same or a lot a like each other. But last week in a bus i recognized a small Asian look boy that i had seen before. (maybe because he´s taking the same bus almost every morning, but still) I could tell a difference from other his kind a look people.
Just another reason for me to be awesome.

An ice-cream with monkey limbs. hmmmm... as i want to start my carrier as a designer or what ever you call a person who makes neat drawings and illustrations (artist could be a word). i´m trying to have my mind in a set of an artist and that´s why before sleeping i come up with some random, of course very awesome ideas and to draw a monkey with monkey limbs was one of them.

as this electronic diary is one of the most famous in the world, i have a great danger by sharing my awesome ideas that i have not yet made to a realization point my self cause it could be true, that i could see a t-shirt in thereadless.com or a new design in jolbayandfriends.com with a monkey limbs on it. Or BBC casting a tv - series where Banksy has sprayed this awesome design all ove L.A. or what ever he is now. London maybe.


Title is bad. very bad, but i was listening to that song all morning so that probably why i came up with it. Ok, Fuck it :)